DATE: 04/04/2020

I am grateful for...

1.A good night's sleep.
2.Rewarding myself.
3.all the games!

What would make today great?

1.Solid gaming time.
2.A wonderful meal.
3.Reaching out to an old friend.

Daily affirmations. I am...

... not going to be alone forever.

3 Amazing things that happened today.

1.My "reward" meal was amazingly delicious.
2.I was able to do 35 push-ups in a row, without rest periods.
3.I cleared off some of my desk, and the newly gained space feels pretty good.

How could I have made today better?

I dunno what happened, but between my morning wind-up, going out grocery shopping, writing a blog entry, and interview practice, I somehow wasted the entire fucking morning.

Before I realized it, it was already 12:30pm in the afternon..

it was absolutely infuriating.

And I'm still mad at myself for wasting so much fucking time.

If ever there was an indication that I need to focus, this was it. I cannot dawdle like this. If for now other reason than the fact that is pisses the ever-living shit out of me.

That being said, I'm hoping tomorrow will be a less of a waste of time.

And I need to work on not being so hard on myself.


Rant aside. I think I need to move some items from the "habits" column of habitica and into the "dailies" section. I've time blocked a lot of habits, so I know what days I'll be doing them.

Also, I want to formalize my working hours. Just so I have a better idea of how to use my time during the day. It seems my increased focused during work lends me to more "flow" time, and I can get more done in a shorter amount of time. That opens up some possibilities.