So, let me tell you about how irrational I can be.

There is this person I know, who is no longer in my life, and which there is no possibility of ever meeting again. I am not going to dignify this person by mentioning their name here. Needless to say, I think this person is a fucking asshole, for a variety of reasons. However, I heard through a mutual acquaintance that this asshole is doing well for himself, in many ways.

I don't know why, but I always believed that bad things happen to bad people; but if my hearing about the great things happening to this asshole are a commentary on anything, it's that bad things don't necessarily happen to bad people. In fact, good things can happen to bad people.

Fundamentally, I have a problem with this. And sadly, it is my own problem, and not something I can blame on anything else. Sadly. Yes, sadly. One way I could have made this day better: is to not let fucking assholes take up real estate in my head.